OBSESSION

I craved...
For what I couldn't have
For what was so far
For what brought me pain
For what made me happy and sad.


I wanted...
What i couldn't buy
What was so near yet far
What made me cry
What someone else had!

I lusted...
For what wasn't mine
For that which oozed with sweetness
For what tasted of honey
For what smelled of heaven.

I have it now, close to me
I hide it from all
I cry when it turns its back away
I can't seem to do without it
My eyes are always watching!